colours in my world...

(sadness flies away on the wings of time)
(I am not sure about the little red house being where is it? I might move it over to the side?)

The colours in my world are changing... and I am getting quite excited by this new world my girls are finding themselves in.

And as my world is also going through a few changes, I am still feeling a lot of the things from my last post, I know it will pass and things will get better... easier. I thought it was time to make a list of things I want for myself, for my future.

• For my children to be happy and healthy.
• Buy a home in Napier in a sunny spot with rooms and spaces that I can claim as my own, that are filled with art and love (and a lovely but low stress garden).
• Have a long kitchen table for friends and family to come and share meals that are fun, alive and make me laugh so hard...
• To publish a children's book with a wonderful publisher
• and then publish another and another...
• Have many successful exhibitions with beautiful paintings that make me proud.
• Keep walking every lunch time at work and eat delicious healthy food to enable me to get into the best shape of my life.
• Surround myself with people who I love, who are emotionally supportive and love me for who I am and what I do.
• To earn a good living doing what makes me really happy.
• Earn enough money to pay off my student loan entirely, and my mortgage, and maybe a holiday home (am dreaming big here).
• Travel more.
• For inspiration to keep its grip on my life and for my dreams to continue.

Thanks again everyone for all your supportive emails and comments, you have made what I am going through a lot easier. And also thanks to all my new followers!!! WOW!